Tuesday, October 15, 2013

Boy

Girl shows interest.
Boy notices interest, probably misreads and realizes that.
Boy likes the attention and thinks about asking out.
Boy takes prescription SSRI.
When boy thinks of taking a chance, he thinks "Do I really want to put myself out there on that level? Do I really have anything to say? Is dating worth the effort?"
Boy gets feedback from friends.
Friends say ask her out ask her out.
Boy resists, they don't know how this side effect feels.
To have some interest but not care enough to do anything about it.
Boy is happy, boy is in a good place.
But, put simply, boy doesn't feel the need.
Boy has the Lord.
Boy feels the Lord will let him know when it is worth the effort.
Boy writes blog.