Ugh

I need some relief to this loneliness.

I came home from Knoxville so I could go on vacation with my family before I start working and taking summer classes, and its been nice. However, I am about 2 days beyond ready to go back to Knoxville, and I won’t be going back til Wednesday.

I love my family, but I find myself just being stir crazy, bored, restless at home. All my friends are either in Knoxville or on the other side of the city when I am home. 

I am an introvert but god dammit, I need some people around me my age that I love. Its really frustrating and the loneliness has made me sad the past few days.

I have a 13+ hour car ride tomorrow, and I am already melancholy about things. I have to get up at 5 am to leave, but I just do not care to get rest. I don’t care about much right now.

This hurts.