The thing that sucks about recovering from an eating disorder is how sensitive my stomach is too large amounts of food. I love Thanskgiving, and this year I was in NYC with my family at some makeshift meal with the rest of my brother's high school band. I feel like I had hardly nothing compared to what I normally do when Thanksgivings at home, and yet afterwards, I felt like I might have been sick. Of course I didn't, but it struck me as odd how sensitive my stomach is. I wish it wasn't! I enjoy Thanksgiving if not for the family then for the food, and my stomach doesn't always agree with me during "eating" holidays.
Anyways, I am thankful for a lot on Thanksgiving. I don't even need to list what I am thankful for. It goes unsaid. I love you all.
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