Goals for the New Year

I realized last night, as the year changed, that I am very optimistic about this upcoming year. I have this feeling like this is gonna be one of those years to remember. I normally feel pretty indifferent on New Years Eve, with a "whats another year" attitude. But last night was different. So in the spirit of this new year, I would like to start it off right, with some goals I have for the year.

1. First and foremost, I want to overcome my biggest struggles, and get better on that front. I feel like I have a lot going for me in my life, but when I still feel hindered and unable to give of my full myself at times. I am doing better everyday with these struggles, and its not to say that my struggles will be over with overnight, but I think it is a reasonable goal to overcome it this year, and to keep moving in the right direction. I definitely think I have the perfect people in my life to help me stay on course.

2. I would like to continue growing specific relationships that I really cherish. I like this girl and would like to see where the year takes me with her. I am lucky to become her friend in 2011 and 2012 should be a good year for us no matter what happens. Fingers crossed for me with her, I feel like I need it! I also want to continue growing close to my brother. He and I have gradually become the closest of friends, and I want to be as good of a brother to him as I can, because I know he relies on me and looks up to me. Finally, I want to be the best friend I can be to everyone of my friends.

3. A reoccurring theme in my life right now is God's "Masterplan." In 2012, I want to continue noticing things that seem so little, but that in reality are huge stepping stones in God's plan. I find peace in life when I recognize all things that happen to me/through me are apart of his masterplan, and I want to continue my attitude of letting things happen. These past few months have really shown me that trusting in God's plan no matter the situation can truly bring magical things to your life.

4. I want to do more for others in 2012. Whether its volunteering more, going on mission trips during the school year, or just doing little things throughout my day for my friends and strangers alike, I want to do more for them. I don't feel like I didn't do enough in 2011, but I definitely know that I get great joy and energy in other people, and would love to help others in any way I can.

5. Lastly, I would like to get better about my self-confidence this year. This past year especially, I have been really low on the self-confidence and self-esteem totem poles (bad metaphor?). I still can't wrap my head around exactly why, though I have ideas, but I have a hard time seeing what others do in me. I feel like, even though I can't help it, this low self-esteem is really counterproductive to being my greatest me. I hope that I can grow this year to believe in myself and see what others see in me.

Those are my goals for the year! I think they are all pretty achievable. This year has a lot to look forward to, and I am confident, with a little initiative and mindfulness, as well as with the help of God, this can be one of the best years yet!