Rollercoaster (Hands in the Air)

I have such a strong sensation right now.

I am spending my last night with my family before I go back to school for the semester. So much has been discussed this break between me and my friends, me and my family. So much has been said and so much has changed. The sensation I feel is like I just got done riding up to the top of a tall roller coaster, and I am anticipating the fast descent down the rest of the ride, hands in the air as I go!

So many good things are in my nearest reach this semester. So much that is new and different is coming my way. But with that comes a lot of uncertainty and a lot of things that I am hoping will go well simultaneously with this newly found good. The anticipation of this good is great, do not get me wrong. I am giddy at the prospect of these good things coming my way. But some things I need to take care of this semester really put pressure on me. I worry if I do not take care of my issues that these good things cannot happen.

I know I am not alone in all this, and I have the great people around me for help, but I still feel the pressure. I am ready to do well with this, and so beyond ready to turn the page of the part of my life that contains these tough issues. I am ready to begin the next chapter and have a great semester and a great spring.

I hope and I pray that the Lord can provide me with anything I will need, that he will provide a path, the right path, for me to follow. I pray he will allow me the grace to realize his heavenly assistance when it comes my way, and that I will be able to accept his will. I have faith he will provide for me.