I Promised pt. 2

I have more on my mind. Something else, something completely different.
As of late, I have been continuing to talk to the girl I like, enjoying every chance I get to see her and get to know her.

But in this talking, I can't help but feel concerned sometimes that I am overbearing. I don't know why, but a lot of times, I feel overbearing. She has given me no reason to feel this way, do not get me wrong. But I guess I just always err on the side of caution when it comes to talking to her. My biggest fear right now is just being a pest.

I have absolutely no reason for why I feel this way, and I don't think I over talk her, or ever annoy her unless I am obviously trying to be playful.

I feel like if she was easier to read, I would be able to tell better if she wanted to hear more from me or less from me. She is so complex and has a deep personality that I have a truly hard time reading her. I don't blame my feelings of insecurity on this at all, but I do feel like it contributes to my uncertainty. The overall problem for me is just being unsure of myself.

I feel like I need to have those "go for it moments" I mentioned previously, more often.
Maybe the "go for it moments" I am talking about in moments of uncertainty is just to be simply straight up and ask her what I am curious about?

The good news is I still feel confident with her, even though I have a hard time reading how she feels.
This is what I have been thinking about and continue to think about. Hmmm.