Something I realized.
In the past I was always worried about doing what I want to do and how people felt about it. I would go to things that I didn't feel like and end up wishing I hadn't.
This year, though, I am pretty damn happy. I am not doing that any more. I know now that I can go where I wanna go, say what I want to say, and do what I want to do. Thank you Grouplove ala "Chloe."
Now granted, some of these things I should go to. Like mass for instance. But I have a good relationship with God. So its not a problem of faith or anything, its other things.
Or hey, maybe I don't want to go to all the football games here at school. I love football, and love watching the games. But maybe I don't wanna spend 10 dollars on the ticket, and maybe they are a hassle sometimes? Can I help how I feel? No, I can't.
Whereas last year, I would have probably disregarded what I wanted to do for others, I am not so concerned. I am my own individual, and if people can't be okay with me for how I feel about something so trivial, its not worth it.
Just a thought!
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