1. I checked my weight at home to see where I was at. I maintained! Haven't lost any weight. I havent gained any, but maintaining at 141, thats a good thing for me.
2. Talked to my bad about some things going on with me. He told me something I never knew. He told me that being a good friend and going under-appreciated by some (not all!) people runs in your genes. He told me what makes me a good person is that I would be a good person no matter what, whether it goes noticed or not.
3. He also said that with certain specific friends, I may be seen as loyal and a stable friend, and maybe thats why certain friends don't bother or don't seek me out or don't even try. I don't know how I feel about that. My most loyal and stable friends are the ones I cherish the most.
4. Still actively trying to suck it up and play my part, accept my role with my friends. Its hard but I am trying to accept it. My role: loyal, die-hard friend, that will do anything for any of my friends, who wants to hear what you have to say and feel how you feel too. I wanna be there for you, my friends. Just because I am not included or apart of "the cool group" doesn't mean I am doing anything wrong. My quality of friendship does not rely on my inclusion with things.
5. On top of being a good friend like I talk about before, I am trying to remind myself every morning "Act like Jesus would today..."
6. Bible verse of the week: “Delight yourself in the Lord and he will give you the desires of your heart.”- Psalms 37:4
That's all. Happy Domingo all!
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