Plans

It has come to my attention that I am terrible about making plans. A friend let me know that. She didn't say it like that and its no big deal, I'm not really upset. Its just a bummer to realize I never make plans with certain friends. I hate that. I thought about it and I really don't know why, but I feel so unable to make plans. Like its something so easy to do but I cant do it. I feel like I am boring. I am scared of being rejected. I assume that if other people haven't sought me out, they don't really wanna hang, so I stick with my boy Greg and my good friend Rachel, both of whom I am attached at the hip with. So those are my top three reasons I never make plans but I really cant pinpoint why I don't. I don't know. It makes me sad talking about this because I feel terrible at being social and maintaining good friendships. I am going to try to be better though.