God,
I know that I have talked a lot about not focusing on relationships, and on "soul searching." It is true, I have refocused myself, and am trying not to seek out a relationship. I don't feel like I sought one out much before, but I am certainly not now.
But Lord, I cannot help but wish I had more confidence. I wish I could feel like I am worthy of a great relationship. Even if now is not the time for that, fine. I would just love to feel the confidence and self-esteem that I am worth more. I wish I did not have to constantly remind myself I have value, and I wish that this came easy for me like it seems to for others.
I know now is not the time for the life-changing relationship that I so long for, but I would love to feel like the reason I haven't been presented it is because of me, but rather something like my age, or where I am at in my life.
God, please give me a sign, send me some help from your angels and saints. I could really use your help right now to feel a love for myself that is similar to your love your me. I struggle to love myself the way I am, Lord, and I know you are the only one who can help me with that now.
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